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Literary Fiction
And She Was

Cindy Dyson

Reviewed by Barb Radmore
 
And She Was intertwines the stories of generations of women on the Aleutian Islands. The current woman is Brandy, a woman who thought she was a free spirit, available to follow her latest man, drink the alcohol in front of her, snort the next line of coke or smoke the next joint. A life without strings- to herself or to others. But as she discovers the stories of the women near her- those that live now and those that came before- she finds that she is not the empty vessel she thought. 

Brandy goes with her fisherman boyfriend to his home on the remote, rugged island where he installs her then returns to his life at sea. Alone in a small cottage, with few neighbors, Brandy finds the job for which she has so much experience, cocktail waitress. It is here at the Elbow Room, the bar named by Playboy as the worst, roughest one anywhere, that Brandy finds signs of the story that becomes her quest. From the first words “killing hands” scrawled on the toilet paper holder, Brandy is caught up in the voices from the past and the present that entice her into discovering their secrets.

Brandy meets the women of the island, Little Liz the bar regular “in the worst sense of the word”, Bellie whose steady supply of coke is hard earned and Ida and Annie whose lined, old women faces may hide an incredible history.   Cindy Dyson alternates the fist person narrative of Brandy with chapters telling the stories of the island women who came before. The story  begins with Aya in1764. All the men have left the island to finish one last battle with the Russians who have destroyed the towns, killing many of the people. As the months pass Aya and her friends watch their stores of food dwindle, their children grow hungrier.  At last the women must chose between the survival of the remaining tribe members or breaking the long held taboo against women hunting. Her hungry baby convinces Aya to take up a spear in pursuit of seal meat. But it is when the hunt is not successful and her baby dies that Aya chooses to break the ultimate taboo and enter the secret cave of the men. It is the ritual that occurs there that alters the destinies of generations of women to come and changes the course of Brandy’s life.  

The woman who comes last, right before Brandy, is the woman she only knows at first as Little Liz, the eternal figure in the corner booth of The Elbow Room. But she discovers that Liz too is an integral part of the puzzle. She finds that she is living in a cabin that Liz previously owned.  “I pushed against the gray planks of my door and stepped into a cabana that wasn’t as empty as I left it. It seemed weighted with the past, with Liz’s presence…She’d sat here. She’d stared out these windows. She’d been that other woman then. I could almost see her, moving about the cabana, straightening, making dinner. She has all her teeth; her hair is sleek, she wears something light colored and wool and cotton,. She hums as she works. Maybe she’s preparing for a visitor. But she stops now and then, She puts down her broom or her spoon and walks to the windows. She looks out over the valley, and the smile leaves her lips. Something heavy is already growing in her, something that will soon submerge Liz beneath a torrent of guilt. And then a flood of booze.”  

One of the strengths of this author is her ability to create strong, vivid female characters that grab both the reader’s heart and minds. But the setting becomes the platform from which the novel derives its power. Even the wind becomes a character that gusts and moves the characters through their times and the ages. “And I believe some of them still remember the power that lurks in this land. When I first heard their story, I felt as if the wind were lifting the veil, revealing something I already knew. And some part of my brain stepped back from the edge of extinction and smiled. Their story takes a shape our instincts recognize. The whisper under the shout. And in my mind, I’m standing again on a cliff overlooking that siren ocean, feeling the wind pressing against my lungs. And, I too, remember.”

This book looks at the fine lines between bravery and cowardice, destiny and fate. “To live with intention, in the full force of our own will, is the most essential and the most dangerous thing we will ever do. It is the act that makes us fully human.” Set on the weather and history torn Aleutian Islands, it is a story that explores the role of women as the givers and the maintainers of life, even as they are forced to take it away.  Cindy Dyson clearly handles the difficult task of blending the past and the present into a seamless novel. She carries the reader with her on a slow but breathless journey into discovery of the uncertain role morality plays in our lives and our history. A journey all women should take.

 

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